cclydee

2005-07-29T10:18:00.000+08:00

back after 2 weeks of not using the com,,
kinda proud of myself.
a pathethic attempt to quit dota.
in the end played 2 matches last night.
i keep thinking that there's not enough time for my
a maths.
sian.
maybe i'll drop it bah.
went to bra charlet with hp sher lalu and derrick.
haha had load of fun bbq-ing burnt kukubirds.
nth interesting ,, well maybe execpt the fact that
tonight will be the premiere of our school's nomad.
pls support.

2005-07-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

so boredd,,
apparently got the wrong info abt smth.
sian ji bua.
i want my pc133.

2005-07-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i last blogged,
nth much actually.
just wanted to clear up the cobwebs in my blogg
typing crap.
been playing all week long,
kinda revised my combine sci.
i want to study my geog,
so anyone interested to study pls call me.
thx

2005-07-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

woah,, the volley of firworks jut ended.
watched it from the comforts of my hse.
damn nice and damn loud.
alot of shape sia.
there's a heart shape, a star shape and even a flower shape.
damn chio man.
damn sadd. i think only ppl living in yishun caught it.
damn spectacular.
boreeeeeeeeeeeeed

2005-06-30T15:43:00.000+08:00

lazy to blogg sia,,
nth much happened anyway.
caught initial d yesterday,
the sound of the drifting can really kill u man.
really make u feel u are the one driving it.
damn nice.
sian, need to really catch up on my work,
at the rate im going i might end up nowhere.
going shopping with my peeps this sat.
hope i still have some spare cash to buy
my much needed "got brand belt"
lost my old billabong one.
aiming for ripcurl belt, but i think ard 40.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2005-06-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

I cant sleep, fcuk lar.
been really trying to close my eyes these few nights
as school's starting soon.
but i couldnt.
guess the last resort would be sleeping pills for me.
I did not study for this whole hols, regretted but
It's gone. One shouldnt cry over spilt milk.
Bored,, nobody to talk to, nobody talking to me.
That's how life is for me at the moment.
Im living in solitude and im not really much saddened by it.
In fact, i learned that, maybe just a couple of good friends
to talk through the night with, is actually more then enough.
I used to have the idea that maybe having more friends,
I can actually conquer,, hmm come to think of it,
i also dont know why i actually have a craving of
seeking new people and knowing them.
Maybe this deception of the term " friends"
isnt really called friends.
You never wil know when they wil bite u from the back,
never wil anticipate that once the going gets tough,
they rather save their own skin.
That's how people are.
we are 16, yet we act like primary school kids.
all this stuff about she's a bitch, he sucks,
maybe we cant grow out of it.
cause all this starts from selfishness,
greed and jeolousy.
i rather i be the boy when i was a nerd,
when i didnt want people to take notice of me,
to know who i am.
That way, i could very well have been in a triple sci class.
lol. anyway who am i to preach abt the way of life.
Im not happy with my life yet,
but im sure it wil have a better turn in life.
Im proud of how i lead my life, because im not a fake.
Im not someone who pretends to be someone else.
(unless u count the times i act cute during self-portraits)
lol.
oh yeah, 1 more thing.
i recently have this growing detest of people who use dunch
instead of don't.
the sound of it sucks.
no offence to anyone though.
any other form of singlish is still alright,
i just cant stand that.
hmm, such a long entry,
if u are stil not bored, im giving u this
__ lol. =)

2005-06-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

Damn; Feel Good Inc
is so god damn good to my ears .
I loved gorrilaz in the past until the point when i
purchased their 2nd album a few years ago.
It was kind of dissapionting, because they have such
monster hit singles yet its was accompanied by
other sub-standard songs in the album.
Now they are back with a brand new album
"Demon Days"
I just loved their old tracks like Clint Eastwood and
"get the shoeshine" song.
They really define what funk music is all about.
I hope when i purchase their album,,
it wont be as bad as i think it wil be.

2005-06-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

Caught loads of familiar faces today in town,,
saw jay ng and stead; john koh and stead;
wai sze and stead; dawn and her fren jin;
plus a few more sec 5 girls.
Im the top salesman for today,
quite elated i guess.
Here's how i pitch.

Excuse me, sir/miss. Can i have 1 min of your time?
Im from Outreach Connection Network.
Its a job creation progg sort of thing.
The aim of our company
is to actually help children and teens
from lower income families or from broken families.
"Then onwards i wil promote my item of the day lar"
which is blah blah blah.
We need public support or else this kids wil go haywire
and actually resort to selling drugs or
ciggs to earn themelves a living.
Often at this point people wil take out their wallet.
And Mr Clyde P.JG has helped and done a good deed.
For people who are so fuckd up kiam siap,
all i can say is " U ARE A SELFISH BEING MAN"
I waste 5 mins talking to you,
u stil give me a cb reply i ji tao sian diao.
However, found out that there are people who
are really generous abt such stuff.
My boss tio one 50 dollar note.
U tell me bian tai anot.
I think i going to changi tml, damn shiock.
bye peeps.

2005-06-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

went to work today,,
desperate for money now.
john, paiseh sia, i now try to buy for u a new disc.
sian.
i found the joy of selling the shit now.
i can sell alot once i put my ehart into it.
thats abt all man.

2005-06-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

BRAther, i knew it lor
aye, u all dont break again liao lah.
damn gey yan sia.
lol.

2005-06-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

cant sleep,,
for like past 2 mths already.
fucked up shit.
Mr Viceroy and Winer, come to me.
i guess this habit is slowly eating me now.
life suck man. well not for those who
are in a lovey dovey mood.
Life's a bitch, nah, school actually.
I realised smth, when u cant sleep at night,
either u are angry or u are sad.
people who bullshit they are too happy to sleep are
most probably scamming.
So dont get scammed stupid.
Im leading this nightlife of mine in a wise manner
by blogging.
Anger management is a useful thing in life,
one shouldnt get fuckd up easily am i right?

2005-06-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

Sum 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
On my own.
Ahh!
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

Im not trying to say it rock or what.
I think its nice and it describe what im feeling now.
Clif. aye cheer up man.
dont get fuckd up over bullshit.
we are in the same shit now.
if u need lights or what call me,
i provide u.
The world doesnt just revolves ard
a FAKE thing call love.

2005-06-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

well finally got the kick to post smth again,,
been selling the candle shit for the past few days now.
thanks to xt brather by helping earn quite alot today.
damn funny sia ,, saw the steven lim kia!
then we stil go and take a picture of us together.
thats all bye

2005-06-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

Firstly i want to give a trade mark
middle finger up your ass to some lunatics
who spread some malicious rumours about me
beating a girl up.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN.
I repeat wil the real slim cb please stand up
and own yourself up sia.
Such laggness which exist in somebody's brain,,
cant believe it.
HELLO
only dumb mummy fuckies wil actually even consider
the thought of that.
DOTA again today.
damn its good.

2005-06-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

NABEI LIMEBI SEE U ALL IN ORCHARD DONT
RUN AWY HOR.
PREPARE 5 DOLLARS OR MORE!

2005-06-12T14:10:00.000+08:00

started on work yesterday,
selling this candle shit.
1 for 5 bucks.
I sold 11 candles in one hour, which means
i earned 22 dollars as its like 40% commision.
Heard that someone actually do an average of 100 candles
which is like an earning of 200 dollars a day.
WOW lor.
After that, i went to find hp they all in orchard,,
the play lan with them.
"HOLY SHIT. OWNING!" "UNSTOPPABLE!"
"M-M-M-MONSTER KIL!" " MEGA KILL!"
"GODLIKE!" "COMBO HORDE!"
Bloody hell, this phrases fucked up
keep ring in my head.
BTH ah!

2005-06-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

Im back from the camp,
been playing for the past 3 days.
Totally worn out man, to cut the whole shit short.
We played alot, did little work.
sian sia, life's boring for me again.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2005-06-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

Caught a movie with fionna mei just now.
" The Hitch-hikers Guide to The Galaxy"
Quite a humourous and interesting show.
If one's in town , he's sure to meet familiar faces,
and well i did.
Having Dnt camp tommorow to start in my work piece,,
hopefully i will be able to finish it as soon as possible
and tonn on thursday night.
I started on my Quadratic Eq, plus my Indices, Log and Surds.
Am I hardworking or what?
Of course I am lah! zzz. dumb.
I am practicing the art of ansering my own q.s,
a skill that is useful in speech writing.
So heads up and pay attention to Mr Puah.
That's about all thats going down today.
Bye y'all

2005-06-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

bullshit appearing in blog.
damn i need to hire a cleaner to clear up
all this spam.
lol.
anyway,, im seeing bootlickers everywhere nowadays
WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO!
it's such a turn off how people can be so deceitful man
damn er xing, esp how they can actually
suck up and act damn close to bitches and he-bitches.
wah ccb, zzzz
saying things that realli , make your dick grow fungi man.
Been playing Dota of late,,
it's so addictive that its better than masturbation.
LOL. jk.
Im an explicit bastard,, so dont mind me alright.
Caught this show " Boys and Girls" last night on Chnl 5,,
its really nice i think.
Kinda portrayed a fairytale ending,,
but then again we live in real world.
So blah blah blah......
and im laughing my ass off because
of a piece of news dw just told me.
Its predictable,, im the guru man!
YEAH!
knn.. U SEE LAH U HAPPY ALREADY LAH
LOL, ccb sibei song ah

2005-06-02T01:40:00.000+08:00

hey bunch of sissy faggs out there,,
pjg's gona kill u.
cause u just made this fagg ass killa madd.
felt kinda apathetic by what i saw.
yes. im so fcking allergic to your bullshit.
*everyone's fave catch phrase from I robots*
if u dont like what u see, then go and masturbate.
maybe it can take away 10 mins of your worthless life.
limbei come online see this type of bullshit sian ji bua.
knn.
top my band for english again.
no surprise* xD
hahah. yeah lar i know i in last band lah.
but i beat a band 3 kia and he owe me a mac meal now.
Procrastinating is a sin and im a sinner.
i should have started on my A maths yest but.
if i dont give a fcuk y should u
haha.contridicting but hey,,
give me credit alright cause im providing entertainment
for the mass.
last but not the least,
really hope things well turn out well for me
academecally cause why?
because im a juneguan and im proud of the way
i lead my life.so any of u dont like me well,
masturbate and 10 mins of ur everyday life is gone xD

* for the general info,,
or for losers who claim they recieve no sex education whatso-ever.

Masturbate otherwise known as ,,
Pah Ciu Ceng,,
Pah Siao
Is a term referred as:
Giving one self pleasure by stimlating one's self with one's means.lol

2005-05-30T18:42:00.000+08:00

hey people
im a goner for my o's
nevertheless im gona enjoy before working hard again.
yes.my gong han, write out of point.
my compre. do wrong q.s in the end i cancel everything
no space to write again
fucked up shit
tml gona go school again
bye y'all

2005-05-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

8 more hour before my chinese o paper.
i mastered all the cheng yu ler.
hit me baby! xD

2005-05-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

Im back to blogg again. Kinda adopted a new way to learn my chinese? Learn all the 4 words before concentrating on the other words? I think i will flunk my paper on monday. Wasted my time by sleeping the whole sunday afternoon away, thinking that i will be revitalised to burn the mid-night oil. My eyes are dropping, guess the nap wasnt much of a help. Okay, pjg wil become either remain as a punk ass bitch with no info abt chinese whatsoever or he wil become a *shui wo shuo* laolan chinese slang bastard guy who shoot anyone's ass off when they talk to him. YES. I can do it. It's funny how self-delusions actually can work wonders yeah? Wish me luck people cause i need loads of it.

2005-05-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

Okay. I offically proclaim im a goner
for my chinese. That's so fucked up.
I want a A, not any grade less, but
i aint there.Or to be precise,, no where there.
Just hoping that my compo, listening and orals'
marks will be alrightto scrape me for an A.
yeah. tried studying again.
but yet again to no avail.
this is shit man.
I know ranting is useless now,
I should be studying instead of wasting my time
using the internet. Im getting paranoid.
This is bad.sigh.

2005-05-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

well,, just came back from ptc
L1R5 of 42
LOL
who cares aniway,,
i dont give a fcuk.
this aint my o's anyhow.
yeah. on the way to school
i saw ziyu with her stead at amk central
make me chua tio when somebody
suddenly punched me in the stomach
then is saw this red hair zhar bor
looking at me
zzzz
ni bian hen tuo ler. almost couldnt recongnised u
hope life's for u
aniway. still on my quest
for obtaining more knowlegde for chi.
hope that A wil be the grade i wil get
chaos peeps

2005-05-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

wah lan eh
ccb i bia frm nite time until 3 am in the morn
onlie learn until E
fucked up
i stil got 20 plus more alphabets to go
wtf man
im dying..
den open tv ac milan 1 mins score liao
wah...den watch 15 mins jiu nev watch ler
duno what happened after that
zzzz... shit hope that i can learn at least half of my shou ce
by today bah.

2005-05-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

Didnt attend school today,,
all of you must be thinking,,
fagg ass nev come sch again.
BUT hey, i pont so that i can
actually study for my chinese o's.
yupp. ltr gona bia until i mastered
half of my zi yu hou ce.
and im gona do zuo wen
hope that kenny boy will think that
my zuo wen wil be good enough bah.
yeah.thats all for today. xD

2005-05-23T18:05:00.000+08:00

Take It Away- The Used

Verse
I'm lying to myself
And this dagger's my excuse
I'm a pawn, I should have paid up
And I left an hour late
I was laid up

I must abuse myself
I'm against all that I've made up
Set in stone, the sun will come
And I hate light
You know I hate light
Don't make it look so pretty burning

Chorus
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Verse
I must have caught something
In the heat of all these dances
I'm a worm with no more chances
And I've lost all doubt
In a chemical romance

I can't stop itching
Over thoughts of tarnished hope
Kinda funny
Lonely Feeling
I'm not in love
You know it's not love
Don't make it look so pretty burning

Chorus x2
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

Bridge

Brothers and sisters
I'm right here with you
Cause everyone's got one
A story to kill me
I'm so apathetic in my resentment
Living, loving, knowing not...
Take my handTake my handTake my handTake my handTake my handTake my handTake my handTake my hand
Take my.. life
Take my heart
Take my mind
Take my lungs
Take my.. life !

Chorus x2
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away

well another band that is not really well liked
by our singapore radio.
sg radio suck? yes.cause it only play typical pop-rock music
and its not open enough
to different style to each genre of music.
think im caught in the emo rock wave.
almost everyday im playing emo songs.
of course to people who don't like artises who
scream around in their songs.
i can only say they missed out good music.

much thanks to lalu =)
and to fuckers who wana act emo with me,,
u are welcome to join us .
lol

2005-05-23T12:43:00.000+08:00

Finally have the drive to post smth again.
My dad's out for the weekend,,
so im kinda free to do whatever i wish.
Went studying with the usual peeps yest,,
as always, talked alot of cock and did little work.
Deceptions blinding people, people blinding deceptions.
Dont make sense? then u are dumb. lol.
Senseless ranting blah blah ...
making me amused, get into fits ,i dont know.
lol

Take It Away- The Used

2005-05-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

kinda fucked up off late,,
anyway been missing for this past few days.
Alright, today had a talk about some unity shit
our class is back to normal again
glad to see that.
Colin kinda woke me up in thinking about my priorities in life,
what i should concentrate on now.
My O's. Yeap, i should have a goal in life.
Up til now im stil in self-delusion,,
thinking that everything wil be ok.
Chinese paper in a few more days,
im so dead.
Yeah,, after school some people who are just
*cant describe them with words though*
if you dont know a fucking shit,,
please get some info before looking me up again
thanks. =)
John and Wenyao are fuckers,,
but damn steady.

cos i know,,
u wil have the same ending too.
off to have tuition with the fucker boy kenny.
bye y'all

2005-05-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

sian,,
didnt go out today.
Well, im suppose to be studying now but now slacking instead.
talked to my lalu kia last nite until 1 plus.
What u said kinda make sense,
guess i shouldnt do that thing for the sake of it.
and fuck it
my MCR disc is stucked in my hi-five set.
sian ji bua.

2005-05-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

kinda excited all over again
lol,, guess there's fun actually doing that
yeahh.
hope all wil go well this sunday
xD

im a happy h***ster
LOL

2005-05-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

Addicted to Thank You For Your Venom,,
its just so fucking nice.
Yeah,, im trying to imporve my english now,
so unless im in a rush.
I wont use the msn language that i always use anymore,
right now i think that speacking good english is actually quite cool hurr?

My Chemical Romance xD

2005-05-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

well,, done with promoting my favourite band for now.
i think i could run an ad film man.
Anyway, for those peepz for wana see 4/5 brudderhood 0-10 pose feel free to visit my brudder's blogg.
www.frozenflame-.blogspot.com.
Its a must-see.
Anyway, aint really feeling that good right now,
kinda giddy and coughing like shit.
I think smth's wrong with me, hmm... shudn't think
so much?

I couldn't forget those smiles
which are ever, ever, ever...
sigh,,
Im not okay. Im not okay. Im not fucking okay.
You wear me out.

2005-05-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

WOOOOO!
i've got my Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge today!
Listened to their album, all their songs rock!
its a value for money deal.
People out there don't miss it

My Chemical Romance
1.Helena
2.Give 'Em Hell Kid
3.To The End
4.U Know What They Do To Us In Prison
5.Im Not Okay (I Promise)
6.The Ghost Of You
7.The Jetset Life Is Gona Kill You
8.Interlude
9.Thank You For The Venom
10.Hang 'Em High
11.It's Not a Fashion Statement. It's a Fucking Deathwish
12.Cemetery Drive
13.I Never Told You What I Do For A Living

The Story Of a Man, a Woman
and the corpses of a thousand evil men...

2005-05-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

whoa...
a band that is worth idolising
my chemical romance
their songs sound good
and their first hit single mtv rock!
helena,,
Whats the worst that i can say
Things are better if i stay
So long and good night
So long not good night.

Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
Here i come!

2005-05-09T14:32:00.000+08:00

currently listening to hey baby
by machi
lyrics seem too perfect to me right now
really describe what im goin thru
what im feeling, my everything that im experiencing
so boredd, everyone duno where the heck are they
hp they all jamming
cliff shud be with his mel bah
all the rest must be stuying now
yeahh~

2005-05-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

didnt go sch today
simply because
i didnt have the mood to
haii
i need to wake up, to buck up
i need someone to help me acheive that, to push me
later going to buy mc
today got maths test
good that i didnt go too
maybe ltr call them ask what q.s then i can practice myself

2005-05-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me
Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need
Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
Can you make them disappear
Make them disappear, oh whoa
There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Gonna search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need
Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Dissapear - Hoobastank

2005-05-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

so sian
just now frens taught me
differentation...
bth
dun understnad a shit
i can rot in hell man
sian

2005-05-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

i guess im a brand new man tonight
no more probs, no more thinking
no more...
well best wishes to them bah
but i cant sleep currently
thinking of ways to subdue myself for now
lol
haha

2005-05-07T10:46:00.000+08:00

Cut my life into pieces, This is my last resort,
Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck,
If I cut my arm bleeding, This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces, I've reached my last resort,
Suffocation, no breathing,Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding,Do you even care, If I died bleeding?
Would it be wrong or Would it be right
If I took my life tonight, Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight,And I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losing my sight,
Losing my mind,Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight ,Losing my mind,Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realizedI was spread too thinTill it was too late
And I was empty within, Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin,
It all started when I lost my mother,
No love for myself, And no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind,Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight,Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright,Nothing is fine I'm running and
I'm crying I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright

last resort-paparoach

2005-05-07T09:23:00.000+08:00

just noe smth
which pissed me pissed me off so great that
everythink that i made to belive was to be not be trusted animore
fark u lah
haii..
this is such shit that i didnt experience in my life b4
every happy moment now gone
and u just went off with a new guy
is this wad this world is all abt
forget instead of saving
running and starting anew
all this is bullshit man
bullshit
haii
feeling so helpless now

2005-05-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

today is a so-so day
execpt tml we gona have war with a unknown guy
brothers chiong with me tml
shiock

2005-05-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

But now, the weight of the world
Feels like nothing, no nothing

2005-05-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

Memories consume like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more, than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight…
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

loved this song like mad?
by now i think the lyrics make sense now

2005-05-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

i nid to move on
but i cant
haii
cox i wil give the entire fucking world up
just for u

2005-05-01T15:39:00.000+08:00

a big thanks to my phua sister
all credits to her
for coming with this cool blogskin
i think damn nice leh
but there's a lil prob though
the taggboard may appear to have
problems however u just click on it and type
then u can see what u are typing ler
yupp
thats all

2005-05-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

hey
does anyone has hate it or love it
by the game feat 50 cent
if u do
pls send it to me via msn
thx
haii

2005-04-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

went to palawan beach in the morning
walked frm palawan to siloso beach
knn
sibei hot... dumb hp
made us walk dere
aniway..
had loads of fun
tanning, swimming, fucking ard with the gers dere
lol
damn funny
we frm caucasian to asean to finally lolita
frm 12 oclock all the way to 6 or 7 pm
im kinda sick now
i just feel so cold wherever i go
think i caught a fever
dumb clifford
we both shitting in habour front centre
he kip taking pics of me in toilet
wtf
cb u better dun post hor
fark up voyvear kia
we ate at the food court there
didnt realli have much of appittide
zzz forgotten how to spell that shit
nowadays
eat my food less than half jiu let frens eat ler
bet dey thinking wah
i with jg can eat free food ler
we kinda let loose outside the shopping mall
play guitar and sang along
sibei loud
until everyone diao us
but i stil clap my hands and asked dem to clap too
but to no response
drank vodka venom
kinda heated me up
yeah...abit emotional but we are the brudders of cls 4/5
we wil be dere for each other
dats for sure
if u nigga motherfuckers think dat u are better
well fuck urself
came across this bunch of punk wanabe's
inside the mrt
i cant stand their slang
however i wil use it on tues when i return back to school
watch it
lol,, yeah
and last but not least
settled all our differences aside
hope after today those with fault wil change bah
4/5 brudderhood
le shi wa eh hai di wa eh brudder!

xiao xiao de shi jie shao ler ni wo quai yao feng diao
chu ler ni wo shui dou bu xiang yao
i need u now...

2005-04-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

nth much realli happened today
unless u count the fact that
clifford and i were lost as to
where we were headed aftersch
in the end settled in his hse sp
did some farnie shit
which i think now taken effect ler
lol
i've made up my mind ler
tml onwards i everydae wil bia chinese liao
wun be online unless realli sian
cindy i wil get less den 15 pts lar hor
prepare 100 bucks
LOL
i wana forget everyting liao lah
sad oso no use
like wil change a farking thing lidat
come to my senses liao
y shud i farking ... just to get rid of my pain
when u dun even care

dang shi de ni
he xian jai de ni
wang chuen shi liang ge ren

tml gona enjoy myself
at the beach
yeah...

2005-04-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

just wana give a big thanks to these bunch of brudders
who are there for me when i needed them
Firstly,

XUETING
hey siao brudder i now say thx to u hor
Like u said What are brudders for
u and derrick realli made mie happy and forget all my
troubles yeah
realli got any troubles ji tao call u first
and tell u der
hahaha

CLIFFORD
aye dumb bro.. thanks for the fact
u are dere for me
although i noe say abit gay but u noe what i mean lah
ji tao we kill all of dem in a bus
and we can luff at dem at their funeral
LOL
yeah...thx for ur encouragement
and thx for listening to my woes and shit

HUANG PENG
aye although i intially did not agree to
the way u handle relationships
but more of often i would get advices frm u
which i think wil be helpful
but it just didnt work out yet bah
but i really appreaciated it..
and yeah.. for using ur so called " free time" together with
all of us..LOL

RUZHAIDI
aye maly i noe u wun reading but i write u down
also lah
u noe almost all of my stuff too other den clifford
u oso dun sad lah.
confrim wil got hope der

JOHN
aye dumb fren
last lah but not least
mabbie u wun understand how i feel as much as the 4 ppl
i mentioned on top
but i noe u are trying to help
thx
and one mroe thing im not dumb u den dumb
sumore i wun die so early lah lax stop
trying to act ong and confiscate my shit

yeah,, a big big thx to all of them
they are the only ppl who truly understand me bah
cos they've been through this too
yeah..thx

2005-04-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

unwinded in toilet with ruzhaidi today
felt so much better
anyway i really dont noe what happened to me
im just moodless
i lose interest in everything i c
haii
i dont want want this to end it this way
i realli fang bu xia
but i also noe that whatever i do now is of no use
haii
i just want u back

2005-04-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

haii
i cant slp again
fark this man
haii

2005-04-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

i know what i want
but it just seemed it to me that
no matter how hard i tried to not care i couldnt
haii
im just so lost now

2005-04-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

today went to thomson plaza
took a cab dere with hp and clifford
by chance saw smth which i think i shoud'nt have c bah
to mie
maybe dat was the last straw ler bah
kinda broke down in the cab
fark man
haii
thx to clifford who kinda encouraged mie
u wil oways be my brudder
we bia cjc together den FnF all the ppl dere
lol...mabbie u wun bah..but i wil
LOL
yeah. reached dere
viewd the yamaha shit
walk ard thomson plaza
and c wad wonders the magic power tissue can do
(for more enquires u can call mie and ask mie for instance
and i wil galdy let u try xD )
we nid a guinea pig
my hp is 99234182
LOL
yeahh
kuku kenny canot have tuition
but nevertheless he fetch mie cliff home
while he fetchd john and hp go cut hair
kinda unwinded in the car
felt as if a load been taken off my shoulder when i did that
plus he let mie drive....xD
sibei song
almost scared him to death
den clifford we all kip luffing
sibei farnie
yeah so dere i am now in my hse

i wana noe the truth nev say goodbye, i wana noe the ans no
more lies, i wana shut the door instead of wondering why

2005-04-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

well im blogging abt my dumb frens
which was created by me and john
but extended to more ppl like hp cliff jay
and even sheryl chua
all of us like to act dumb
but our dumbness makes us luff
yeahh...dumb ryte
but dats us
lol

2005-04-24T17:44:00.000+08:00

well well
went to the "ali baba" shit which was
held in amk cc
dumbest shit i ever attended
but it was fun overall
decided to pont first and eat breackfast
yeahh after that went with cliff to pass drinks to
melinda they all
afterthat we watched bball
haha captain ball matches and tug of war
total owange by amkss
all dey lost
zzz even i and ruz go take part also can win
damn lousy sia
aniwayy went playing bball after that
was playing with "brudders" and 3/2 kia
sibei funny
everyone seemed to be suffering diarroa today
and lester is the top scorer today
haha suprised?
after that..
went to jay hse after that swimming den we
go to the suana
nearly died
we flood the charcoal with like 5 over buckets of water
like cooking us like that
den we blow each other
kena burned
sibei farny
straight after that we went to j8
to eat tenpanyaki
and after that went home ler
today sibei song

2005-04-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

hahaha...
today went out with xt and derrick
both of dem sibei farnny
bth dem
haha...actaully suppose to be hp dey all der
but den in the end he with sheryl in causeway
played billard with derrick
damn farking farnie
i kip cock up
at least i now noe all the rules and points of each ball
den after that went to play cs
den derrick treat mie
saved my money
yeahh...dats abt wads going down today bah

2005-04-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

went out to np to buy my dnt pap
so sian ltr must bia
really wish can drop this sub
realli consuming my time
zzzzzzzz
and sivalingam sibei sia lan
sian ji bua
and to sum farker out dere
i only dunwan say ur name
if u think by saying all those things
we wil breack or wad...
dream on hor
wait long long
tan kuku
sian
im going offline now
zzzzzzzzzzzzz

ClydeAiSteph

2005-04-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

2005-04-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

finally everything is over
=)

2005-04-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

so many things that i wana tell u
i miss u so much
y are we like this

haii

2005-04-13T11:57:00.000+08:00

im back frm the hospital
cast now out of my life
ltr going sch
pass her smth
haii

2005-04-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

haii
im so tired frm all this
and im just too naive
forget it

2005-04-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

today just suck
im just damn moody todae
fark lah
and cliff and wy exchanged blows
zzzz
dats all for todae
hope i can take out my cast tml
but wads the point aniway
haii

2005-04-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

hey jocelyn nu -er
thanks for trying to cheer mie up
and im not michael jordan wanabe
xD
haii

2005-04-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

todae almost half the day
was in the syf thingy
nth much to say
but st nicks play was quite good
the rest were like pretty dumb
zzzzz
came back to school after that
was quite dissapointed when u went with ur frens
and sometymes
i just wished i didn't know
mabbie dat wont wun make mie angry or sad
haii
im farked up now

2005-04-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

kinda sad i cant go sentosa tml
wish could be dere with baobeii
haii

2005-04-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

im backkk
morales really went up todayy
by the visit frm my baobeii steph and
hp cliff jayy peter
baobeii took care of mie todayy...xD
while the rest were practising v.ball for sentosa
amksian family dayy
think im going back sch tml?
hope that everything wil go well tml
got tons of hmwk i nid to catch up
not in good mood now
duno y

ClydeAiSteph

2005-04-06T12:10:00.000+08:00

haii did a very dumb thing yesterday
went playing bball with hp cliff jay wy and peter
wanted to film the brudder commercial add on the bball court
but in the end didnt
forgotten who put a chair in front of the hoop
den i want to act hero jump and dunk
den i dunk dao..sibei song
but forgotten abt the part where i wil land down
den wen i landed ...i landed at the sides of my feet
starting..the pain was not as painful..
den gruadually..
the lump grew den my whole ankle damn farking swollen
i tot sprain nia nth wrong den continued limping..
but thx to my 2 good frens hp, cliff
both piggy backed mi frm 1st flr to 4th flr to take my bag
den all the way back to the sch gate where we hailed a cabb
aniwayy went to tts hospital
found out that i fracutured
now on a temporaliy cast for 1 wk
if condition worsen i may nid a another cast which be
used for a duration of a fwe wks!
ahhhhh
this suxx i tell u
because now i feel farking handcapped
go everywhere nid clutches
haii..worst of all..cant go to this sat amksian family day
haii. i think this whole week cant c my baobeii
suxx lor
sian go back sch confrim tio luff becuase of my dumbness..
hope dat mr ong wil switch my cls to a ground floor cls
so that i dun nid to climb stairs
zzzzzzzz
laopo..haii..i wil realli miss u

ClydeAiSteph

2005-04-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

slpt the minute i came backk
all the way until now
sian... now i dun think i can slp so early ler
feeelings passd through me all of a sudden
haii...
baobeii u wil oways be a tian shi in my eyes okie..
woaini
i take back all my words..
i realli realli love u alot
really missing u now

jgaisteph

2005-04-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne simply rocks
attended her concert
we were quite near to her too!
its like 5m or less
hp and peter took loads of videos on her songs
damn nice
i pratically screamed my lungs out in all her songs
can say i her number 1 fan ler
lost my voice
too bad baobeii cant come with mie
but its okie
mabbie dere wil be a next time
so tired frm jumping and shouting for 2 hours straight
tml stil got tuition..
im dead
im missing u
but must be patient cos monday can c u ler
muackk
woaini

ClydeAiSteph

2005-04-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

nth much to blogg
but i just wan to tell steph
baobeii baobeii
i realli realli love u alot
after what happened yest
my love for u grew even more
realli hope dat we can share our time together as
a couple in the future like wad we are doing now
even though my bread may not be as nice
but i want to cook for u everydae
make u smth to eat everydae
because i realli love u
zhen de zhne de hen ai ni
ai si ai si ni
6 mths together ler
another 6 mths den 1 year
laopo..pls pick up ur fone
laogong miss u alot..
wana hear ur sweet sweet voice
and soft soft laughter
dear we must realli work hard now
even though u want to go poly
and i aiming jc
but haii
duno.. mabbie in the end i also wil go poly bah
stepphi..pls call mie wen u c this entriee okie
mi and peter got tinks tell u abt the concert tml
muackkkkksss
wo yong yuan ai ni

ClydeAiSteph

2005-03-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

pic i took past few daysss
all damn crazy
LOL

pics taken by baobeii todayy

damn lazy update all...
wan c go my baobeii blogg to c www.toot-jiemuix.blogspot.com
aniwae
just been spending almost everyday with baobeii
shiock okie
ilu

tml can get to pont
laopo.. woo u rock
LOL

ClydeAiSteph

2005-03-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

just came back frm lalu's place
went there with a intention to study
yet failed
lol
aniway took damn loads of lame pic
super funny
ltr hope xt wil send me
think i wil fail tommorow's test
sian
chinese o lvl's coming in like 2 mths?
im farked up dead sia
life so freacking bored w/o steph
but tml can see her again
going j8 collecting our newbie shirt
this gona be my 3rd newbie shirt
aniwae, swear i wont buy that again
lol
tml got drama rehearsal..
hope everyting wil go well
drama rock
LOL
im gay to say that but who cares
drama rocks..
oh yah
thx lalu for your b.dae gift
i confrim wil wear der
LOL

ClydeAiSteph

2005-03-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

last nite damn unforgettable
only baobei wil noe y
muackk
LOL

2005-03-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

todae went for
sell pen thingy for nkf
but in the end
ended up waching spongebob squarepants
with baobeii and some frens
damn farking farnie
aniwae..so bored

2005-03-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

yo
im back
yest enrie was typed out by hp
i tok he type
lol
so boredd
currently in hp hse
laopo
y u not online
so siannnn

ClydeAiSteph

.

2005-03-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

EY! JEANETTE LIM! EY KNN U CHAO CCB BO LAN JIAO SLUT!
limbei stead wif u b4..the most i hold ur hand..
not even more den 2 hr..
u luan luan xian..say limebi fuck u...
say wad lose virgin to puah june guan..
ur cb hole so small..
limbei want to fuck oso cannot ah..lol
u knn ccb spread to the whole world tt
i fuck u?
gimme free i oso dun wan...
i rather walk along orchard rd pcc ar..
den to giv it to u..
and to all the mother fuckers out dere who
belief i fuck jeanette..
FUCK U TOO! (ps: limbei still chu nan)

anyway..i chua tio when i heard tis..
since she tinks tt i fuck her..
she can go down lucky plaza to the condom
shop and buy a dildo and name it
PUAH JUNE GUAN!
and to all my frenz out dere..
plz blog tt im still a virgin..LOL

2005-03-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

im here to blogg
clocked in 2 hours in the library todayy
just started on my chinese todae
i got so much stuff to catch up
haii
i want a A2
duno possible boh
sian ji bua
we nid to paint our cls
then got alot of weird colour scheme
zzzz
tml going somerset for drama thingy
can pont 2 periods of e-maths
shiock
aniwayy..
that drama tink at somerset
can buy the tink i wan after that
this thurs our 4th mth
xD
stephi stephi wo ai ni wahahah

ClydeAiSteph

2005-03-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

w0os .
stephii here bl0ggin f0r my dearr .
baobei hao ke lians .
cant talk pr0perly . cant chew pr0perly .
he's s0 mean
he say 0nce his teeth is awryte ;
he'll eat up da wh0le w0rld .
including me . wtf -
how sad hurr .
LOLS .

gtg
tata

StephAiClyde____

2005-03-20T10:41:00.000+08:00

knn
braces farking painful
whole nite canot slp welll
now stil damn painful
shit

2005-03-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

neoprints taken yest

tuition with kenny today
den went to dentist to put on braces
fucking uncomfortable
eat porridge also have alot of difficulty

2005-03-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

duno sibei happy and high
ate lunch and dinner with baobeiii
we went ps to eat ban mian
eat ler damn full
den b4 meeting with geradine
took our first neos
damn happy

im just too happy todae
even if gays population increased by another 100 %
i wun give a fuck
XD

baobeii very chio and cute

ClydeAiSteph

2005-03-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

baobeii...
pont eng lesson den i pei u
hahaha...i so good ryte
bhbness
but nvm
eh
aiyahhh
forget the 1 mth shit
xD
wo ai ni
todaes a freat day
tml wil be too

yay
ClydeAiSteph

2005-03-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

baobeii .
thanks for pei-ing mue today
and ahhhh .
less than a m0nth .
this is so DUMB .
its a crime okayyy ! =D

0oh and yes .
i miss you .
why aint u online :(
lols .

StephAiClyde____

2005-03-16T13:35:00.000+08:00

im back
baobeii
finally your com okay lerr...
xD
missed u so much
so long neb talk with u msn lerrr...
ltr going out with hp and cliff
duno do wad
so siannnn
tml got mit the ppl shit
my L1R5 32
very jian bu de ren
but den i improved abit
hahah..hope next term can be better

im lovin it
ba lah ba ur dick man
LOL

ClydeAiSteph

2005-03-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

went out with high morales
but came back dissapointed
haii

2005-03-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

laopo
wo ai ni
realli had enjoyed my day
with u
went to watch hitched
damn funny..
hey baobeii
even though i may seem that i always the guy
who is demanding
but deep down inside
u noe i wil always love u yeah?
and its for ur own good....xD
pls study hard!

JgAiSiSteph

2005-03-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

dun really blogg nowadys..?
hmm...nth much to say aniway
m.i.a for so long
so much on my mind
but wun say it here...
aniway i have been a good boy
and did house work
since my maid kena sack ler
sina 1/2 sia...
now i must wash iron..clean my own dishes
so mah fan..den sumore hang clothes.. sweep and mop floor
zzzz..
so much tinks dat i want to to tell u
but oways u are somewhere else
haii..
hope i can score well in the upcoming maths test
xt...where is my lj webcam..LOL
and to all the peepz who are not feeling ok
pls cheer up...

imissu

2005-03-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

yoyo
recently alot of tinks happned bah
but being the typical mie
im just too lazy too blogg abt it
oh yahh..
wtf...i just talk to ur daughter canot meh
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
fark u man..
dun u noe its rude to eaevasdropp
... aniwae...
im sure i hab found a motivation in life
now im studying hard and hope my results well be alright.
3 cheers for all the assholes in my class man

ClydeAiSteph

2005-02-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

im so hooked into playing projectrockstar
its fun sia
although its just a typical " neopet " gameplay format
it stil brings out loads of fun
go www.projectrockstar.com

2005-02-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blogg nowadays sia
siann...
baobeii...
i miss u...

2005-02-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

baobeii happy 3rd mth
wo ai ni
muackss
seems alot been goin on for this past 5 mths for us
aniwae
wo ai ni
be happy muackss

2005-02-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

im so fucked up with myself now
damn fucking depressed over smth
which i dont even noe y
haii...
i lu.. dont leave mie

2005-02-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

haii...wtf
y nobody seems to be interested in ans my q.s
y must it be lydatt
i dun understand y.............

2005-02-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

laopo...wo miss u alot... pls fix ur com
wo ai ni

2005-02-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

happy valentines day to everywan!
xD
wo ai ni baobeii
just want to go on and on with u!
we rawk.... and i love u!...

2005-02-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

im just so low now
i nid euu so much
but u wil never noe dat
haii..