Friday, July 29, 2005

back after 2 weeks of not using the com,,
kinda proud of myself.
a pathethic attempt to quit dota.
in the end played 2 matches last night.
i keep thinking that there's not enough time for my
a maths.
sian.
maybe i'll drop it bah.
went to bra charlet with hp sher lalu and derrick.
haha had load of fun bbq-ing burnt kukubirds.
nth interesting ,, well maybe execpt the fact that
tonight will be the premiere of our school's nomad.
pls support.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

so boredd,,
apparently got the wrong info abt smth.
sian ji bua.
i want my pc133.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

its been a week since i last blogged,
nth much actually.
just wanted to clear up the cobwebs in my blogg
typing crap.
been playing all week long,
kinda revised my combine sci.
i want to study my geog,
so anyone interested to study pls call me.
thx

Saturday, July 02, 2005

woah,, the volley of firworks jut ended.
watched it from the comforts of my hse.
damn nice and damn loud.
alot of shape sia.
there's a heart shape, a star shape and even a flower shape.
damn chio man.
damn sadd. i think only ppl living in yishun caught it.
damn spectacular.
boreeeeeeeeeeeeed

Thursday, June 30, 2005

lazy to blogg sia,,
nth much happened anyway.
caught initial d yesterday,
the sound of the drifting can really kill u man.
really make u feel u are the one driving it.
damn nice.
sian, need to really catch up on my work,
at the rate im going i might end up nowhere.
going shopping with my peeps this sat.
hope i still have some spare cash to buy
my much needed "got brand belt"
lost my old billabong one.
aiming for ripcurl belt, but i think ard 40.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sunday, June 26, 2005

I cant sleep, fcuk lar.
been really trying to close my eyes these few nights
as school's starting soon.
but i couldnt.
guess the last resort would be sleeping pills for me.
I did not study for this whole hols, regretted but
It's gone. One shouldnt cry over spilt milk.
Bored,, nobody to talk to, nobody talking to me.
That's how life is for me at the moment.
Im living in solitude and im not really much saddened by it.
In fact, i learned that, maybe just a couple of good friends
to talk through the night with, is actually more then enough.
I used to have the idea that maybe having more friends,
I can actually conquer,, hmm come to think of it,
i also dont know why i actually have a craving of
seeking new people and knowing them.
Maybe this deception of the term " friends"
isnt really called friends.
You never wil know when they wil bite u from the back,
never wil anticipate that once the going gets tough,
they rather save their own skin.
That's how people are.
we are 16, yet we act like primary school kids.
all this stuff about she's a bitch, he sucks,
maybe we cant grow out of it.
cause all this starts from selfishness,
greed and jeolousy.
i rather i be the boy when i was a nerd,
when i didnt want people to take notice of me,
to know who i am.
That way, i could very well have been in a triple sci class.
lol. anyway who am i to preach abt the way of life.
Im not happy with my life yet,
but im sure it wil have a better turn in life.
Im proud of how i lead my life, because im not a fake.
Im not someone who pretends to be someone else.
(unless u count the times i act cute during self-portraits)
lol.
oh yeah, 1 more thing.
i recently have this growing detest of people who use dunch
instead of don't.
the sound of it sucks.
no offence to anyone though.
any other form of singlish is still alright,
i just cant stand that.
hmm, such a long entry,
if u are stil not bored, im giving u this
__ lol. =)

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Damn; Feel Good Inc
is so god damn good to my ears .
I loved gorrilaz in the past until the point when i
purchased their 2nd album a few years ago.
It was kind of dissapionting, because they have such
monster hit singles yet its was accompanied by
other sub-standard songs in the album.
Now they are back with a brand new album
"Demon Days"
I just loved their old tracks like Clint Eastwood and
"get the shoeshine" song.
They really define what funk music is all about.
I hope when i purchase their album,,
it wont be as bad as i think it wil be.

Caught loads of familiar faces today in town,,
saw jay ng and stead; john koh and stead;
wai sze and stead; dawn and her fren jin;
plus a few more sec 5 girls.
Im the top salesman for today,
quite elated i guess.
Here's how i pitch.

Excuse me, sir/miss. Can i have 1 min of your time?
Im from Outreach Connection Network.
Its a job creation progg sort of thing.
The aim of our company
is to actually help children and teens
from lower income families or from broken families.
"Then onwards i wil promote my item of the day lar"
which is blah blah blah.
We need public support or else this kids wil go haywire
and actually resort to selling drugs or
ciggs to earn themelves a living.
Often at this point people wil take out their wallet.
And Mr Clyde P.JG has helped and done a good deed.
For people who are so fuckd up kiam siap,
all i can say is " U ARE A SELFISH BEING MAN"
I waste 5 mins talking to you,
u stil give me a cb reply i ji tao sian diao.
However, found out that there are people who
are really generous abt such stuff.
My boss tio one 50 dollar note.
U tell me bian tai anot.
I think i going to changi tml, damn shiock.
bye peeps.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

went to work today,,
desperate for money now.
john, paiseh sia, i now try to buy for u a new disc.
sian.
i found the joy of selling the shit now.
i can sell alot once i put my ehart into it.
thats abt all man.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

BRAther, i knew it lor
aye, u all dont break again liao lah.
damn gey yan sia.
lol.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

cant sleep,,
for like past 2 mths already.
fucked up shit.
Mr Viceroy and Winer, come to me.
i guess this habit is slowly eating me now.
life suck man. well not for those who
are in a lovey dovey mood.
Life's a bitch, nah, school actually.
I realised smth, when u cant sleep at night,
either u are angry or u are sad.
people who bullshit they are too happy to sleep are
most probably scamming.
So dont get scammed stupid.
Im leading this nightlife of mine in a wise manner
by blogging.
Anger management is a useful thing in life,
one shouldnt get fuckd up easily am i right?

Sum 41 - Pieces

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
On my own.
Ahh!
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

Im not trying to say it rock or what.
I think its nice and it describe what im feeling now.
Clif. aye cheer up man.
dont get fuckd up over bullshit.
we are in the same shit now.
if u need lights or what call me,
i provide u.
The world doesnt just revolves ard
a FAKE thing call love.